It's amazing how trying to make a movie can encourage personal development and self reflection.
I’m a Control Freak.
I’ve always been this way. When I was a child my
sister and I would collaborate on the decoration of the Christmas Tree. We’d
split the tree half and half. Until she was done and left the room, at which point I
would redecorate her half without remorse. Because why the fuck are all the
angels hanging out near the bottom of her side? Get your shit together, Sis.
Now with this movie, I’ll be collaborating with
a lot of people. Another writer, three or so producers, thirty-two actors, a
cinematographer, set designers, hair and make up artists, to name a few. As I
proceed I must allow for their vision within my tree.
Already I’ve found myself changing my tightly
controlled view of what this movie will be. Particularly through the casting
process. Alice a naïve and ditzy character, has become a very savvy student of
philosophy. Marcus a very earnest and proud homosexual has become a
half-closeted neurotic mess. Yet somehow Roxy, the character I will be playing,
remains a self-righteous slut.
In other news - I’m a Workaholic.
My workaholism also stems back from my
childhood. When I was 13 year old I worked at my neighbour’s hair salon, “Hair We Are”.
Which is an inaccurate pun. Because although yes ‘here we are’ - no ‘hair we
aren’t’. We only cut it. Actually, I only swept it up. For 5 bucks an hour! And
no, this didn’t happen in 1968. It happened in the very late 90’s. And I'd like to thank
my parents for encouraging child slave labor.
I worked at “Hair We Are” religiously. Even
though I hated the job, and didn’t need the money. There was just something
about the idea of being so busy that made me feel good about myself. Saying to
my pre-pubescent friends “Oh, I'd love to come over and play, but actually I
have to contribute to society. You asshole.” I had a bit of a chip on my
shoulder.
I now am a workaholic in the entertainment
industry. The one industry where you can actually make a lower hourly wage than
working at “Hair We Are” in the 90’s. Still I show up, if only to get the
opportunity at some point to call someone an asshole.
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